Unsaid Words…

Unsaid Words…

One hundred twenty five days had passed.

Memories from the past are coming back.

Yet, one hundred twenty five words were unsaid.

Still left in my heart…wanted to unlock.

I never looked back at him.

I never saw his rivers of tears were flowing.

I was blinded by this denial feeling.

And now I am left alone regretting.

Oh! Why have I done this to him?

I had wounded his heart, so extreme.

And now I could never heal that wound,

Because he has found the ONE  who is always true to him.

I was walking away from the past,

In a dark and cloudy vast

Drenched in rivers of tears,

I was totally filled with fears.

I thought these endless rains

Would never stop

And underneath these gloomy clouds

I will forever be trapped

But somebody had gone out of the crowd

And turned my world upside down

I heard my heart clapped so loud

Like I couldn’t hear any sound

The grey clouds was gone

And my skies were turned to blue

My heart says that he’s  the only one

Till my whole life is through

His sweet and gentle words

Makes me sleep every night

The brilliance of his smile

Wakes me up each morning

We shared each others joys

And wiped each others tears

I did everything   what a friend does

Yet I was still so invisible to his eyes

I may not be the perfect girl of his dreams

Because I am just his perfect friend…it seems

I really wanted to wake myself up from the reality

That you and me can never be

But I hope somehow…someday you will see me

I am the moon and you are my sun

I know we will never meet

But someday like the eclipse,.. we will be

“Friends are treasures.”

We often describe our friends as treasures of our lives. They can’t be compared to gold, silver, gems,or pearls. They are priceless.

I know, I can’t always demand for most of their time, since they have a life of their own, but I know they will stand by me through the good times and bad times.

Through the years, I’ve met different kinds of friends which I classified into two groups: the real ones and the fake ones.

When I was in elementary, I met these two kinds of friends. It first happened when I was in the sixth grade. I treated my friends well, but why they still intend to hit me behind my back? I became depressed and there seemed to have a wall that suddenly grew between us. Nevertheless, I said to myself to remain true, honest, and sincere.

As time went by, I’ve learned to wait for that one person I can truly call my friend.  And then one day she came. I was quite surprised to know that she was willing to be with me going to the next class, ate snacks during recess, and did our assignments and projects. T his was one person I began to depend on, and I was truly grateful to have been blessed with her presence. Then, we cherished more time sharing the same interests and we have had great time together.

My lesson? Life is not about the people who acted TRUE in front of you. .It is always the people who are best remembered and cherished because they remained true and real behind your back.

Gold silver, gems, and pearls are

expensive. But true friends are priceless.

My BETSES are the BEST. <3

friday events

I'm sorry I was supposed to write this last friday but i forgot.


okay...so here it is. Last Friday was a no class day because of an activity sponsored by Coca Cola. It was a bout living positively. It was a great event because it campaigns about the things that we should do to have  a healthy lifestyle.


And here's three things that were so important during that day:


1.When I arrived at school, all high school students were gathered at the basketball court in preparation for the parade. And the CAT officers were in charge of the attendance, formation of lines, and etc. During the checking of the attendance of our section, this guy( I'm sorry but I won't tell you. And for those whom you think he is then HUSH!) was late. As he walks in to the court, I was so shocked because of the shirt he was wearing. So that you may have an idea why this shirt really shocked me,here's a brief story about it.


It was during the second week of June and I was already planning on what gift will I give to him for his birthday (because he also gave me one during my bithday). And I decided that it would be nice to give him a shirt since he used to dress like a "fashionista" (somehow). But my best friend Ivy told me that giving a shirt was a curse because of what happened to her before. But I insisted. And days later, it was the 24th of June and my mom asked me to go to SM City. And I was so happy because the next day would be his birthday. When my mom was fitting clothes at the fitting room I immediately escaped and went to a boutique, Penshoppe. When I got there, I really don't know what to buy because I was afraid that it might not fit him or look good on him. And you know what? I based the size of the shirt to the security guard because he has the same height with him.Luckily when I went back to my mom, she just left the fitting room and I said that I just looked around for some cute blouses.


And that was it. My friend was right. I never had a "happily ever after" with him. :'( 
But that's fine. I'm used to it.


And during that day, I can't stop staring at his shirt. I felt so glad to see him wearing it and the fact that it fits him and it looks good on him.


2. VJ DREI! He went to our school to host the program. He was soooooooooooooo handsome, a real cutie. But one thing that turned me off was he's kinda flirty. But he's still super gwapo.


3. When there's a good thing that happens, there would always be something opposite that would happen. (I think.) That day was also our card day. I was so nervous to see my grades and the ranking. I was so happy knowing that my ranking got higher, but it's still not enough. Most of my grades increased and some decreased, but it's alright with me. I should study harder for the next grading period.


that's all. :)

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life's so hard...I think this day went so wrong... I could've act as if I really don't care...that I'm living with my present life. But it's just so hard for me to do that.[and I hate it.]

pssssh..

yippee!i have my own blog now..i hope i could discover more about this site. (?_?)